Saturday, June 30, 2018

Why Does God Arrange Difficulties and Tribulations in Our Lives?

 

By Xichen

I have heard such a story: The course of eagles’ growth is cruel. In order for the eaglets to hover in the sky, the mother eagle will push them over the cliff when their feathers are full. While they are falling, eaglets exhaust all their strength to flutter to survive. Through struggling painfully, finally they can fly. However, for the sake of letting them soar in the high sky, the mother eagle will break their wings and push them over the cliff again. This time, they will suffer more pain than before. Yet no matter how painful they are, they still have to flutter their broken wings. Because only by doing this can they hover in the high sky; otherwise, they will never be able to fly in the blue sky.


Why do eaglets need to undergo such harsh training in the course of growing up? Because only through such cruel training can they soar in the high air. Similarly, we will meet many difficulties in our lives as eaglets do, and these difficulties are exactly what God meticulously arranges for training us to grow up.

The Relationship Between Each of the Three Stages of God’s Work


4. The Relationship Between Each of the Three Stages of God’s Work

Relevant Words of God:

From the work of Jehovah to that of Jesus, and from the work of Jesus to that of this current stage, these three stages cover in a continuous thread the entire gamut of God’s management, and are all the work of one Spirit. Since the creation of the world, God has always been at work managing mankind. He is the Beginning and the End, He is the First and the Last, and He is the One who begins an age and the One who brings the age to an end. The three stages of work, in different ages and different locations, are unmistakably the work of one Spirit. All those who separate these three stages stand in opposition to God. Now, it behooves you to understand that all the work from the first stage until today is the work of one God, the work of one Spirit. Of this there can be no doubt.

Almighty God’s Work Has Caused Us to Walk the Same Path as Husband and Wife

Almighty God’s Work Has Caused Us to Walk the Same Path as Husband and Wife

Liu Xue, Henan Province
In 1991, since we were enduring the hardships of family conflict, my husband and I believed in the Lord Jesus together. From then on, we no longer quarreled. We read the Bible and attended gatherings together very zealously. Not long afterward, my husband left the Three-Self Church and switched over to the Stream of Recovery. In regards to the matter of my husband switching denominations, I did not mind. I believed that as long as we believed in one God, it did not matter which denomination we belonged to.
In 1995, my husband started to persuade me by every possible means to enter the Stream of Recovery. If I did not go, he would not be happy. Afterward, he once again allowed the leaders and fellow workers to come and persuade me. However, I was unable to accept the doctrines that they were teaching and I remained a member of the Three-Self Church. Since our doctrines of faith were not the same, my husband and I no longer spoke the same language and we started to grow distant. When my husband brought fellow workers from the Stream of Recovery upstairs to host gatherings, I did not participate.

Friday, June 29, 2018

Gospel Testimonies | Only God’s Love Is Real

  ♡◆.◆♡ ════.◆ Only God’s Love Is Real.◆ ════ ♡◆.◆♡ 
Xiaodong    Sichuan Province
God said, “The Chinese nation which has been corrupted for thousands of years has continued on until today. All sorts of viruses continue to expand and are spreading everywhere like the plague; just looking at people’s relationships is enough to see how many viruses are in people. It’s extremely difficult for God to develop His work in such a tightly closed and virus-infected area. People’s personalities, habits, the way they do things, everything they express in their lives and their interpersonal relationships are all broken beyond belief …” (“The Path … (6)” in The Word Appears in the Flesh). The revelation in God’s words made me see how Satan’s corruption makes all relationships between people abnormal, because all are based on Satan’s philosophy of life, without containing even a shred of truth. Without God’s salvation, my eyes would still be covered and my emotions entrapped, but experiencing the work of God made me understand the essence of what it means to “help one another” and showed me the truth of friendship, love, and familial affection. I saw that only God’s words are the truth, and that only by living by God’s words could we escape the influence of Satan, and that only by comporting oneself according to the truth could one live out a meaningful life.

God Is Almighty | Gospel Music "Satan Can Change Nothing Under God's Authority"


God Is Almighty | Gospel Music “Satan Can Change Nothing Under God’s Authority”



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The One Who Holds Sovereignty Over Everything
For how many years, thousands of years,
has Satan been corrupting man, wrought so much evil.
Generations, one by one deceived by it.
Oh, how many crimes, horrendous crimes
has Satan done throughout this world.

Thursday, June 28, 2018

Questions and Answers on the Conditions for Entering the Kingdom of Heaven (Question 1)

 Question 1: The Lord Jesus died on the cross for us, He forgave all our sins and redeemed us from the hands of Satan. That is to say, He did this to save us and grant us access to the kingdom of heaven. Even after this redemption, we continue to sin and we have yet to be cleansed. Nevertheless, I believe that the Lord’s forgiveness has made us righteous through our faith. As long as we sacrifice everything else to work and spend for God, as long as we are willing to endure suffering and pay the price, we’d be raptured into the kingdom of heaven. I think this is the Lord’s promise to us. However, my brothers and sisters have now questioned this belief. They say that although we labor and work for the Lord, we still sin often and then confess our sins, so we have not yet been cleansed. They have stated that the Lord is holy, so unholy people cannot meet Him. My question is: We who have sacrificed everything else and spend for the Lord, can we really be raised up into the kingdom of heaven? We really don’t know the answer to this question, so we’d like you to talk to us about it.

English Christian Crosstalk "A Wrong Turn" | Heed the Voice of God and You Will Not Lose Your Way


English Christian Crosstalk "A Wrong Turn" | Heed the Voice of God and You Will Not Lose Your Way

When Zhao Xun hears the words uttered by the returned Lord, she feels that these words are all the truth. However, she fears that her stature is too small and she is incapable of discerning, so wants to seek out her pastor to act as a gatekeeper. Unexpectedly, on the way to his house, she runs into Sister Zheng Lu.

Wednesday, June 27, 2018

The Judgement of God Is the Love of God | "The Most Wonderful Blessing" (A Real-Life Story)




The drama The Most Wonderful Blessing is the story of a preacher in a house church. He believed that just by giving up his home and his job, and working and preaching the gospel he could gain God's blessing. After accepting Almighty God's work of the last days he continued on as usual, and as a leader in the church focused only on working hard while neglecting to put God's words into practice. He often relied on his own corrupt disposition in his affairs. God loathed this, and he lost the work of the Holy Spirit. After losing his position as a leader, for a time he was negative and resistant to God, but the judgment of God's words awoke him. He realized that God's most wonderful blessing for mankind is His judgment and chastisement.

The Church of Almighty God waters and shepherds its believers in complete accordance with the words of God in the Bible and The Word Appears in the Flesh expressed by Almighty God.

God's Utterance "God Himself, the Unique (III) God's Authority (II)" (Part Four)


Introduction

God's words in this video are from the book "Continuation of The Word Appears in the Flesh".


The content of this video:

Death: The Sixth Juncture

1. Only the Creator Holds the Power of Life and Death Over Man

2. One Who Does Not Know the Creator’s Sovereignty Will Be

Tuesday, June 26, 2018

Christian Short Sketch "A Warning From History" (English Skit)


Introduction

Christian Short Sketch "A Warning From History" (English Skit)


Two thousand years ago, when the Lord Jesus appeared and worked, the Pharisees clung to the laws and condemned His work, saying that His work went beyond the Scriptures. To protect their status and livelihood, they strove with all their might to stop people from seeking the Lord Jesus' work, and joined forces with the Roman government to nail Him to the cross. In the last days, as the Lord Jesus again appears in the flesh to do work, the leaders of the religious world repeat the historical tragedy of the Pharisees' resistance of Lord Jesus. How do they resist God's work of the last days? Through a pastor acting a Pharisee in a performance, this skit exposes how modern pastors and elders hold on to the Bible to resist God, and shows clearly that the path they walk is exactly the same as that of the Pharisees.

Christian Skit | "My Father, the Pastor" | A Truth Debate on the Bible

 Christian Skit | "My Father, the Pastor" | A Truth Debate on the Bible


Introduction
Chi Shou, a religious pastor who has been a believer in the Lord for forty years, has always held to the views that "all of the Lord's words and work are within the Bible," and that "belief in the Lord may not deviate from the Bible, and believing in the Bible means believing in the Lord." When it transpires that his daughter has accepted God's work of the last days, he makes a plan with his wife to stop her. On this day, their daughter returns home to bear them testimony to the gospel of the Lord's return, and a heated, witty, yet serious family debate thus ensues …

Monday, June 25, 2018

Fulfilment of Revelation 12:1-2 – What is the Lord’s Will?


  Fulfilment of Revelation 12:1-2 – What is the Lord’s Will?

On September 23, 2017, the zodiac of Virgo will perfectly appear as being “clothed with the sun, and the moon under her feet, and on her head a crown of twelve stars”, which exactly fulfills the prophecy in the Revelation. What is the God’s will as the disasters are coming? Let us explore together from the following article!

The Fulfilment of the Prophecy of a Woman Travailing in Birth—-What is the Lord’s Will?

Meien France

Jupiter is usually called as “the emperor planet”. The arrival of Jupiter was associated with the birth of the Lord Jesus and therefore it was called “the King planet”. According to the astronomers, “the emperor planet” would enter into the womb of the constellation Virgo on November 20, 2016. Jupiter, due its retrograde motion, would spend the next 41 weeks within the womb of Virgo. This length of time corresponded with a woman’s gestation period. After that, Jupiter would exit out of the womb of Virgo on September 9th 2017. Thirteen days after Jupiter is “born”, that is, on September 23rd 2017, the Virgo will perfectly appear as being “clothed with the sun, and with the moon under her feet, and on her head a crown of twelve stars” (Revelation 12:1). This amazing phenomenon has never happened since ancient times and also astonishes the astronomers.

Bible Prophecies | From the Fulfilment of the Prophecy of a Woman Travailing in Birth, We Can See the Lord’s Will



Bible Prophecies | From the Fulfilment of the Prophecy of a Woman Travailing in Birth, We Can See the Lord’s Will


Meien    France
Jupiter is usually called as “the emperor planet”. The arrival of Jupiter was associated with the birth of the Lord Jesus and therefore it was called “the King planet”. According to the astronomers, “the emperor planet” would enter into the womb of the constellation Virgo on November 20, 2016. Jupiter, due its retrograde motion, would spend the next 41 weeks within the womb of Virgo. This length of time corresponded with a woman’s gestation period. After that, Jupiter would exit out of the womb of Virgo on September 9th 2017. Thirteen days after Jupiter is “born”, that is, on September 23rd 2017, the Virgo will perfectly appear as being “clothed with the sun, and with the moon under her feet, and on her head a crown of twelve stars” (Revelation 12:1). This amazing phenomenon has never happened since ancient times and also astonishes the astronomers.

Sunday, June 24, 2018

Does the “judgment in the last day” spoken of in the Bible refer to Almighty God’s work of the last days?

Does the “judgment in the last day” spoken of in the Bible refer to Almighty God’s work of the last days?

     The answer from God’s word:
    “Some believe that God may sometime come to earth and appear to man, whereupon He shall personally judge the whole of mankind, testing them one by one without anyone being omitted. Those who think in this way do not know this stage of work of incarnation. God does not judge man one by one, and does not test man one by one; to do thus would not be the work of judgment. Is not the corruption of all mankind the same? Is not the substance of man all the same? What is judged is mankind’s corrupt substance, man’s substance corrupted by Satan, and all the sins of man. God does not judge the trifling and insignificant faults of man. The work of judgment is representative, and is not carried out especially for a certain person. Rather, it is work in which a group of people are judged in order to represent the judgment of all of mankind. By personally carrying out His work on a group of people, God in the flesh uses His work to represent the work of the whole of mankind, after which it is gradually spread.

Bible Prophecies | What Does “Midnight” in The Lord’s prophecy Refer to?

What Does “Midnight” in The Lord’s prophecy Refer to?

 
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  One summer evening, the weather was sweltering. People sat at the benches in the park to enjoy the cool air under the trees. Lisa was strolling in the park alone, she raised her head and looked up at the sky for a while, and then looked down to think, with a face full of worry.
    Suddenly, she found three people standing in front of her, so she stopped. With her head raising slowly, she saw clearly that it was Leader Mu, Brother Zheng, and Sister Yuan of the church who were greeting her. Lisa immediately got a little flurried and her heart started thumping, because last time she promised Leader Mu to attend the co-worker training meeting, but actually she was too busy with her work to show up. She had been absent from their co-worker meetings recently due to being occupied by other affairs. She was surprised to meet them there that night.

Saturday, June 23, 2018

Gospel Testimonies | Who Knows the Motherly Heart of God?

 Gospel Testimonies | Who Knows the Motherly Heart of God?

Qingxin    Zhengzhou City, Henan Province
Regarding the “God is righteous” aspect of the truth, I used to always have a somewhat absurd understanding. I thought that as long as someone reveals corruption in their work or commits transgressions that damage the church’s work, that person shall face retribution, or lose their duty or be subjected to punishment. That is God’s righteousness. Given this incorrect understanding, plus the fear of losing my duty from committing mistakes in my work, I thought of a “clever” method: Whenever I do something wrong, I try my best to not let the leaders know first, and quickly try to make up for it myself and do my utmost to make it right. Won’t that then help me keep my duty? Hence, whenever I gave reports on my work, I would reduce big issues into small ones and small issues into nothing. If I was sometimes passive I would do my best to cover it up in front of the leaders and pretend to be very active and positive, terrified that the leaders would think I was incompetent and stop using me. So just like that, I would be very carefully guarded against the leaders in everything I did.

Gospel Testimonies | Shaking Off the Shackles of the Spirit

Gospel Testimonies | Shaking Off the Shackles of the Spirit

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I was a weak person with a sensitive character. When I didn’t believe in God, I would frequently feel down and distressed from things that came up in life. There were many of these times, and I always felt that my life was difficult; there was no joy, no happiness in my heart to speak of. After I started believing in God, there was a period of time where I felt particularly joyous and at peace, but after that, I once again felt the same as ever. I couldn’t make sense of why I was always that way.

Friday, June 22, 2018

Gospel Testimonies | Judgment Before the Seat of Christ | A Battle of Life and Death

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Chang Moyang    Zhengzhou City, Henan Province
When you forsake the flesh, inevitably there will be a battle inside. Satan wants you to follow the notions of the flesh, to protect the interests of the flesh. However, God’s word still enlightens and illuminates you within, moves you from within and works from the inside. At this point, it is up to you whether you follow God, or Satan.

God’s Words Have Awakened Me

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God’s Words Have Awakened Me

Miao Xiao    Jinan City, Shandong Province
In the past, I used to always think that when God said “a puppet and traitor who flees from the great white throne” He was referring to those who accept this stage of work but end up retreating because they are unwilling to bear the suffering of His chastisement and judgment. Therefore, whenever I saw brothers and sisters back out from this path for whatever reason, my heart would be filled with contempt toward them: There goes another puppet and traitor fleeing from the great white throne who shall receive God’s punishment. At the same time, I felt I was behaving properly in accepting God’s judgment and was not far from receiving God’s salvation.

Thursday, June 21, 2018

Eastern Lightning | With Life Hanging by a Thread, the Hand of God Came to the Rescue (Audio Article)


Eastern Lightning | With Life Hanging by a Thread, the Hand of God Came to the Rescue (Audio Article)

“If I were not saved by God, I would still be drifting in this world,
struggling hard and painfully in sin, every day bleak and hopeless.
If I were not saved by God, I’d still be crushed below the devil’s feet,
snared in sin and its enjoyments, ignorant of what my life would be.
It’s Almighty God who saves me; all God’s words have purified my heart.
Through God’s judgment and His chastisement, my corrupted disposition’s changed.
All the word and truth God expresses, it has all given me new life.

Eastern Lightning | Experience Testimony | The Loss and Gain of Gatherings (Continued)

Eastern Lightning | Experience Testimony | The Loss and Gain of Gatherings

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But because my desire to just have fun was still strong, after a short while my hands were itching again to play with my phone while in a gathering. I thought: I’ll just take a peek at my phone, I promise. I quickly picked up my phone to take a look, with the result that I was hopeless when it came to looking at my phone. Very quickly, I went back to my old ways, and even sometimes put the computer I was using for the gatherings to one side. Ignoring everything I would take my phone and watch TV shows.

Wednesday, June 20, 2018

Eastern Lightning | Experience Testimony | The Loss and Gain of Gatherings

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Eastern Lightning | Experience Testimony | The Loss and Gain of Gatherings

Guozi, USA

My name is Guozi, and I’m a high school student studying abroad in the USA. I was born in a Christian family, and my mother accepted the work of Almighty God in the last days when I was one year old. I remember when I was very young that my mother would always say to me: “God created heavens, earth, and everything that exists. We humans were also created by God, and God loves us more than anything. Whenever something happens to you, remember to pray to Almighty God, and He will watch over and protect you.”

The Word of the Holy Spirit | “What It Means to Be a Real Man” | The Church of Almighty God

The Word of the Holy Spirit | “What It Means to Be a Real Man” | The Church of Almighty God

Almighty God says, “However, you should know, the humans I created were holy men who bore My image and My glory. They did not belong to Satan, nor were they subject to its trampling, but were purely a manifestation of Mine, free of the slightest trace of Satan’s poison. And so, I let humanity know that I want only that which is created by My hand, the holy ones that I love and that belong to no other entity.

Tuesday, June 19, 2018

Eastern Lightning | Christian Song | God Is Love | "Only the Creator Takes Pity on This Mankind"

Eastern Lightning | Christian Song | God Is Love | "Only the Creator Takes Pity on This Mankind"

Introduction
Only the Creator Takes Pity on This Mankind
Only the Creator shares with mankind an unbroken bond of mercy and love.
Only He cherishes all of His creation, all of His creation.
His every thought, always for the good of mankind.
His every emotion is intertwined with their existence.

Eastern Lightning | How do God’s three stages of work gradually deepen to bring mankind salvation?

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12. How do God’s three stages of work gradually deepen to bring mankind salvation? | Eastern Lightning 

The Answer from God’s Word:
The work of managing mankind is divided into three stages, which means that the work of saving mankind is divided into three stages. These three stages do not include the work of creating the world, but are rather the three stages of the work of the Age of Law, the Age of Grace, and the Age of Kingdom.

Monday, June 18, 2018

The Church of Almighty God | Some people say that there is no God at all; how is this viewpoint wrong? How should we confirm that God exists?

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      10. Some people say that there is no God at all; how is this viewpoint wrong? How should we confirm that God exists? | The Church of Almighty God
The Answer from God’s Word:
How many creatures are there living and reproducing in the vast expanse of the universe, following the law of life over and over, adhering to one constant rule. Those who die take with them the stories of the living, and those who are living repeat the same tragic history of those who have died.

I believe that God exists, but I am young and still have so much to do in life. Can I still achieve salvation if I wait until I am less busy to believe in Him?

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11. I believe that God exists, but I am young and still have so much to do in life. Can I still achieve salvation if I wait until I am less busy to believe in Him?

The Answer from God’s Word:
Man’s life has not the slightest warmth, and is devoid of any human flavor or light—yet he has ever inured himself to it, abiding a lifetime bereft of worth in which he rushes about without achieving anything.

Sunday, June 17, 2018

Eastern Lightning | Experience Testimony | Finally I Live Out a Little Like a Human

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 Eastern Lightning | Experience Testimony | Finally I Live Out a Little Like a Human 

Xiangwang Sichuan Province

I feel deeply chastised in my heart every time I see that God’s words say: “Cruel, brutal mankind! The conniving and intrigue, the jostling with each other, the scramble for reputation and fortune, the mutual slaughter—when will it ever end? God has spoken hundreds of thousands of words, yet no one has come to their senses.

Eastern Lightning | Christian experiences witness | I Nearly Became the False Christ’s Funeral Gift

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Eastern Lightning | Christian experiences witness | I Nearly Became the False Christ’s Funeral Gift 

Zou Honglan

Yantai City, Shandong Province

I was formerly a leader of the “Hua Xuehe sect.” I had held such a belief: The Trinity (that is, the holy father Hua Xuehe, the holy son Guo XX, and the holy spirit Bi XX) are the true God, our belief is different from others’, only the “triune” God we believe in is to fulfill the whole Bible, and all the other denominations and sects will stream to our church in the future. Those who believe in our way all have the “moving” (the twitching of the flesh), which is the foreseeing that money can’t buy. When you need help and pray for this moving, it will answer you. How marvelous!

Saturday, June 16, 2018

Worship Song | How to Pray | "True Prayer" | Eastern Lightning


Worship Song | How to Pray | "True Prayer" | Eastern Lightning

True prayer is speaking your heart’s words to God. It’s based on God’s will and His word. True prayer is feeling, oh, so close to God, as if He’s in front of you. True prayer means you have much to say to God, your heart is radiant as the sun, you feel inspired by the loveliness of God, those who hear are gratified.

The Church of Almighty God | Christian experiences witness | In Prison at the Prime of Youth

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The Church of Almighty God |  Christian experiences witness | In Prison at the Prime of Youth

Chenxi, Hebei Province
Everyone says the prime of our youth is the most splendid and purest time of life. Perhaps for many, those years are full of beautiful memories, but what I never would have expected was that I spent the prime of my own youth in prison. You might look at me strangely for this, but I do not regret it. Even though that time behind bars was full of bitterness and tears, it was the most precious gift of my life, and I gained a great deal from it.

Friday, June 15, 2018

I See the Path to Knowing God | Eastern Lightning

I See the Path to Knowing God | Eastern Lightning

Xiaocao    Changzhi City, Shanxi Province
One day, I saw this following passage of God’s word in the piece “How Peter Came to Know Jesus”: “Over the time he followed Jesus, Peter observed and took to heart everything about His life: His actions, words, movements, and expressions. … From his time in contact with Jesus, Peter also realized that His character was different from that of an ordinary man. He always acted steadily and never with haste, never exaggerated nor underplayed a subject, and conducted His life in a way that was both normal and admirable. In conversation, Jesus was elegant and graceful, open and cheerful yet serene, and never lost His dignity in the execution of His work.

God’s Judgment Work in the Last Days Realizes and Fulfills the Prophecies of the Bible

God’s Judgment Work in the Last Days Realizes and Fulfills the Prophecies of the Bible

What is most predicted within the Scriptures is God’s work of judgment and chastisement in the last days. The Scriptures mention God enacting judgment in at least two hundred places; one can say they all predicted that God will carry out His work of judgment and chastisement in the last days. Hereto using just a small portion of the scriptures is enough to prove that God enacting His work of judgment and chastisement is an inevitable step of His last days work. God’s last days work is to use the method of judgment and chastisement to purify, save and perfect mankind; it is the work of classifying each person according to their own kind through judgment and chastisement to finish the age and finally build the kingdom of Christ–God’s beloved kingdom.

Thursday, June 14, 2018

The Church of Almighty God | Hearing God’s Voice Carefully, I Return to God’s Family


The Church of Almighty GodHearing God’s Voice Carefully, I Return to God’s Family

 ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~By Mengqi, Hong Kong ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

In August, 2012, my son was in hospital, and I was there to take care of him. During this period, under the Lord’s wondrous arrangement, I got acquainted with a preacher in the hospital. He enthusiastically preached the gospel of the Lord to me, and also told me many deeds of the Lord Jesus. He told me that when the Lord came to work, though His work was met with every possible kind of resistance, He still worked to save man, and even was crucified for the sake of redeeming mankind. Hearing that, I was moved by the Lord Jesus’ great love, and thereupon accepted Him as my Savior. Then I began to go to church to listen to sermons. For the sake of knowing more about the Lord Jesus, not only did I attend Bible study classes, but I often read the Bible and spiritual books, and even got on the internet to listen to some pastors’ sermons so as to equip myself. At that time, I was very fervent and striving, and my heart was always full of peace and joy.